Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.
Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.
Through the years
We all will be together,
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.
My CHristmas spirit is totally gone.. and slowly disappearing in my household. No chistmas tree, just a few christmas light that is rarely turned on. Didn't attend a single evening mass. No noche buena and gift opening ceremonies. Basically Chrismas eve was spent like any other evening. The Philippine economy is to blame. Sometimes I just want to stop and drop everything, shut down everything, crawl to my bed and sleep and never wake up again.
I miss my childhood, my innocence and carefree attitude. Time flies so fast, I can hardly keep up, I still have so many things to do, so many things that I want to accomplish, but I'm afraid I can't do them anymore, I'm running out of time.
I'm walking alone on a lonely road, wishing for somebody who would walk with me and keep me company.